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LothiaShe sat at the end of the corridor, not in the center, but more to the left, staring vacantly down the hall. She didn't sit on the chair, either one of them (They didn't look entirely comfortable.); she instead sat between them, where maybe an end table once stood. She would have been presumed hollow, if there was anyone around to do the presuming, but all she could see was white, and all she could hear was static noise. Occasionally something would whisper, through the noise, but not loud enough to be distinguished as a word, then again, it could have just been the static flickering.Lothia by ~SarahAurelie
It felt like a hospital, though she couldn't remember ever being in one. It was bright, (blinding) and official, everything she thought a hospital would be; only it was just a hallway. There were four doors on each side of the hall, totaling eight options to escape through. She hadn't the energy to investigate, so she just sat arms at her side and legs forward, staring, and thinking, or maybe she w
Today, I AmI am bitter todayToday, I Am by ~o-ohhai
There's no way she loved me like she said
She wouldn't have left me if she did
I am sorry today
I know she loved me all along
And I hate that I thought otherwise yesterday
I am longing today
I saw two lovers walking down the street
And I wished she and I could take their places
I am content today
I dreamed about her
And in my dream, she was happy
I am frightened today
I wished I were dead
I've never wished that before
I am empty today
I cried about her until my friends dropped by
And I had to hide my tears because they've never seen me cry
And I think it would scare them
I am angry today
I saw a USMC recruiter
And I wanted to grab him by the lapels and shake him
And make him bring her home
But, of course, she's Air Force and a marine's not going to help much
I also don't think recruiters have much pull in the chain of command.
Especially in a completely different branch of the service...
Sometimes I see soldiers on leave and I want to ask them if they've seen h
NightmaresOhNightmares by ~o-ohhai
There you are.
I didn't see you through all this smoke at first
Is it smoke or just dust?
I can't really tell.
It's so dry here.
I didn't notice that until now
And sharp, piercing cracks
Your back's pressed against a wall
The building it belongs to is gutted and empty
There are pockmarks in that wall
They spiral crazily just above your head
Is that a rifle?
You check the magazine,
Ram it home again
Guess it must be
I never really thought those hands would ever hold a gun
It's kind of jarring to see.
Look around the wall at the same time
There are more people with guns
They want to hurt you
Don't know how I know that
Don't really care
You always tried to protect me
You just went too far this time
Now how do I save you?
This can't be real
I can't be here with you
But I have to protect you
Stop the bullets
Don't hurt her
Don't hurt her
Don't hurt her
I have to save you
GunshotIt was you they gunned down in a dusty street.Gunshot by ~o-ohhai
So why does it feel like there's a bullet lodged in my heart?
When they hurt you
They nearly killed me, too.
Sarah...She's been shot.Sarah... by ~o-ohhai
I can't have heard you properly
That really can't be right.
An IED exploded.
That only happens in movies.
She went back to rescue a wounded soldier.
Of course she did
She's a hero.
I know that.
She was always my hero
They're giving her a medal for bravery,
I know she's brave
And a purple heart.
But that's only for
She's been shot.